28, 10, 2015

| My view today. Sick in bed with bronchitis all day has forced me to #Netflixandchill. Although I could only make it through a few Ted talks as I kept laying on the floor with my pitbull Cupcake, the one who had a blood transfusion 3 months ago. Dogs don’t speak the language of their humans so sometimes I think we forget to actually say out loud, how we feel about them. More than the casual “I ruuuuv you” and the “you’re a good dog!” But actually, HOW they make us feel and how they’ve impacted our lives. Once I actually started verbalizing all the wonderful things she has done for me the tears were in serious competition with Niagara. She’s been so sweet, and so needy, and so anxious, and so loving , and taught me huge lessons about all of those things. She’s been around longer than all the boyfriends and most of my friends. She knows me better than my own family. She’s been patient as I’ve invited other dogs into the family and regardless of how badly the “pit” in her wanted to fight them and claim her territory, she always knew when it just wasn’t going to fly. She’s protected me night after night for 11yrs, licked my face when I’ve cried, ruined many walls and shoes and furniture just to remind me that it’s all just “stuff” and I can live without stuff but I can’t live without her… Well, now she’s relapsed and she’s sick again and the IMHA is back and the last lesson is that I CAN live without her. As hard as it’s going to be, I’ll be okay. But fuck does it feel like shit right now. So tell your babies how they help you, how they make you feel, and remind them that you’ll always be there even when they’re gone. And most importantly that our souls are connected and time and space DO NOT divide us. πŸ€’πŸΆπŸ’œπŸ™ŒπŸΌπŸ™πŸΌ#dogisgodspelledbackwards #cupcakelouisekarmaknievel #puppylove #pitbulls #mansbestfriend (at Palihotel) Socks: http://bit.ly/1NC15pU

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